One morning this week I got a text from a man I used to go out with. I have not seen him for 6 years but every few months we swap drunken texts. I just cannot bring myself to delete his number.
He has invited me to lunch on Sunday and I immediately responded "yes".
To say that this is a wrong thing to do is an understatement-we really cannot/should never be together but I really want to see him.
I am already having 2nd/third/fourth thoughts.
I wonder if I will meet him?????????????????
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The only thing I'll say now is that being a "dirty little stop out" is finally paying off.
Does this relate to this blog? You really MUST tell me more.
I have my computer back and can't wait to chat.
Lovely to see you again my dirty little stop out pal.
Hi there Miss T
The reference to things paying off meant that lots of fun is being had-I tend to go through periods like this!
My proposed lunch date tomorrow (see, I'm still not sure that I'll go)came out of the blue and am still in shock. But really, no good can come of it...........
This is my 1st Saturday off in ages and am staying in all day. I'm going to watch F1 qualifying, shout at screen and generally get excited.
I'll discuss result later.
Have a happy Saturday-did a brief catch up at Mayo's (@*!?)-I swear alot of these people must work with me. The dynamics are any Psychologists wet dream.
Anyway, take good care.
Love
EB37x
26 April 2008 04:12
So, did you go sweetie?
Did you have a great time?
Were you nervous?
You have to spill the goss. I hope you did go and had a great time.
So, my Fisi did really well in this race. It's such a shame to do that well but still not get any points. It was great to see Jenson get some points too.
Don't you think Kimi looks like a thug with his shaved head?
I'm sooooo glad that Hiekki is OK. That was a heart stopping moment wasn't it?
Bring on the next race.
DOO IT!
=]
Well, thank YOU for stopping by my blog. I've missed you very much and have been worried about you since I haven't seen your name in blue around Mayo's. I enjoyed reading your comment on my blog. If you ever wish to talk, I am here for you. No matter what.
I know what you mean when you say that you see little of interest at Mayo's. All that is going on is drama, drama, more drama, and stress. It's not a very happy place to be sometimes, but nevertheless, I have missed seeing you around.
I think that what you and others have said has helped me realize that it's my life to live and I should really make more decisions that I am comfortable with; even if I'm disappointing others.
I think those that love us only want the best us, albeit their version of the best. Sometimes we need to compromise but remember it is your life and your path to follow.
I will remember this. You really are a wise person.
xoxox;
- 007
<3
P.S. Hope to 'talk' to you soon. =]
Hey Miss T-how are you?
Well, here's the thing: he lives in Brighton and that's where I was meeting him. I checked train times only to find that there were no direct trains on the Sunday because of engineering works. At the time I thought it was fate and in a way was relieved cos I was feeling that (good) sick feeling and that really is a bad thing in this case. So, I cancelled but we are meeting in 2 weeks and I will get to see the sea and have a 99 by the Front-that is if I go......
Its been a bit of a funny week-I made myself deaf in right ear with a bloody cotton bud on Sunday(see, if I went to Brighton it would not have happened!)and hearing still not back. Went to GP on Monday in panic and he said it will be ok. have to go back on Friday. The weirdest thing is it has made me sound really weird in my own head! It's driving me nuts.
I went to dentist this afternoon and had text from work colleague saying thanks for help earlier in the day. He ended by saying "good luck at the Dentist and I hope your hearing comes back soon"-I've never felt so decrepit!
I'm not really a football fan but lots are at work. It really is mainly Arsenal v Chelsea there. There is one man who is huge Arsenal fan and the time of the last Spurs/Arsenal match I asked, jokingly, who do you wanna win. Of course Spurs hammered them and I am no longer allowed to speak football to him cos I'm jinxed!
I really enjoyed the race on Sunday. Kimi is just vile-I thought of you when I saw his new hair cut. I'm glad Ferrari are doing well-for old times sake but I'm happy to say I've found a new driver to cheer on and wish well. My brother was a Nelson Piquet fan many years ago and it is really good to see his son driving so I will support him.
I read about what you did last weekend-Bless you sweetheart. It's always crap but use it as a motivating factor-make your dad proud.
You take very good care.
Terri x
30 April 2008 15:09
Hiya EB37.
Well, I'm so glad that you are gonna go see him. Even is it doesn't work out, you should get a 99 out of it. Demand a flake every time.
I hope your hearing gets better. I once managed to compact down some ear wax while trying to get it out and it made everything sound dull and I hated it. It does make your own voice sound funny doesn't it?
Well, the football is coming to an end and I don't think I'll be watching thr Euros religiously. Although what I ususally do is see which other country has the most spurs players in their squad and cheer them on. I have to stay loyal to my team.
Aw poor kimi, he is a sweetie really. He cracks me up no end.
I'm not surprised you are cheering on Nelson Piquet Junior (or Nelsenio as he is called). he is gorgeous. Honestly these young drivers make me feel like a peado for lusting after them. Nico Rosberg yumm yumm.
Yeah, it was nice last weekend. It's nice just to remember.
Do you have any plans for this weekend? I shall be watching a whole tape of most haunted. My mum's mate tapes it for us cos we don't have cable or satalite (only poor freeview) and we like to see the latest ones.
Oops, how rude of me.
Luv caz xxxxx
Hee hee!
Hey, you have fun Friday. Rock tribute bands, it sounds fun. I hope you have a great time.
Meeting another friend in Leicester square, oh how the other half live ha ha ha!
I love most haunted. Can't say I believe half the things they say and the new psychic I just DO NOT believe. In fact he gets on my tits. But I do love seeing them scream and poor Stu and Carl get shoved off in the most uncomfortable places.
Well, I hope to catch you over the weekend too. You have fun and take care.
Luv caz xxxx
Hiya EB37. I have just been lounging watching the snooker. Did you see the streaker, hilarious?
I have mainly been doing some reading. Ruth Rendall. In fact I have been so vegging out I was in danger of turning green and sprouting leaves.
I ain't posh you say, well, I ain't either so that's alright then ha ha ha ha!
I wish you good luck with your confrontational week. It's never pleasant when you know it's coming. I bet you'll just wanna get it over and done with.
I hope to "talk" to you if you are at mayos. I'm gonna catch up. I'll be there in about 20 mins.
Luv caz xxxxx
Eliza,
Sorry it took a while for me to respond. I've been down with a nasty cold lately. =[
I really hope you meet this guy! I'm sure you both will pick up where you left off to begin with, and things will go well! I just know it.
Anything else new? =] lol.
xoxox;
- 007
EB.
An hour and a half drive? Don't worry, it'll be worth it in the end! ;) lol. So you're going to see Queen? For some reason, I've always loved that band. "You're My Best Friend" has always been my favorite song. When my dog died, I was rather depressed, and listened to that one song over and over again. I bet you're excited! Without Freddy Mercury, the true essense of the band may not be all there, but it'll still be Queen, and still be an awesome show!
I'll take the honey advice into consideration tomorrow when I make tea. :D
Good luck on your lunch date! I hope you enjoy yourself. You'll never get past the palm-sweating stage, but that could be a great sign. I hope you guys hit it off!
All my love;
-007
Hiya Sweetie, you have the best time at the coast. Have an ice cream for me. I don't know why I am saying that cos I have polished off a whole tub of ben and jerrry's today.
The race was great, Massa did win. His dad was there, he makes me laugh cos he looks so much like him.
Poor Fisi crashed out on the first corner. Oh well, next race at Monaco will be his 200th and a reason to celebrate.
See ya soon. Have a great time.
xxxxx
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